I'm tired.

I'm trying to smile nowadays.

Hide my sadness and try hard to smile in front everyone. :)

Tired to being a fool, seriously.

I'm almost collapsed since everything messed up in my life.

Tears drop down once I found that I'm a fool again and again and it's not only once.

Fool things happened to me continuous and it's just repeat, repeat and repeat non-stop.

I have no IDEA with it, what to do?

Not I don't want be initiative. 

When I trying to be the one who initiative, when I trying to do something to cause attention, there have no respond.

Everybody will just keep quiet and ignore me, I was just like invisible.

After that I'll just choose to be silent and bear it by self.

What to do? Sometimes I'm trying to tell myself "LET IT BE" , "IT'S OKAY". But it doesn't work!

I am tired to say this stupid sentence to myself and I feel weary to this sentence when fool things happened to me again and again

ANNOYED.

I am just a fool.

I hate to being a fool

Who cares? No one.

I'm tired.

Be patient, can you please try to listen my heart?